Tuesday, May 30, 2006
My biggest condolences to all victims..
thanks God, my family were all save
snowy-yuki's fangirling over KKK at 1:45 PM |
Friday, May 26, 2006
Last Saturday I watched The Beach starred by Leonardo Di Caprio. As i remember, that movies, back at times when it was just been released, once said that it doesn't good enough for great actor as Leonardo Di Caprio. Before The Beach Leo has his movies box office. Romeo and Juliet and Titanic. Then he has The Beach which is not that good as people expected.
In the making, the crew had some problems to get permission to use some location in Thailand. Specially for "the beach" which is really on the 'taman nasional' Thailand. And of course people was waiting for that movie. But looked like it doesn't fit them.
First time i watched that movies, i went to theatre on purpose. And i amazed with the beach of course. The beach is really beautiful. And i guessed i spent time just to adore the beach on that movie and i forgot what kind of story it is. But as I remembered, it's just about the beach. It has such a deep story.
So I refresh my memory last saturday (i've been waiting it for a very very long time you know. coz I never find its VCD on the store).
It's about finding neverland (but you still can grow old here). In The Beach, some rumours spread. It says there you just can find happiness. Leo made it to came to that beach. And he found happiness. There's only a laugh. that community has a leader.
The people there always, always, do what their leader said. For example, they can't go to the mainland and totally forbidden to go there in any case.
It's just they have their own life and no one in mainland has right to know about their existence. err..more like "katak dalam tempurung". But..
As no one can have life like that, as people need each other to live, as we need socialization, problems slowly appear. And it's getting clearer that the leader willing to do anything, anything, to maintain that place. It's like to let someone suffering of toothache and to throw out someone who got bitten by shark (that man can't walk and need doctor's treatment but the leader said no to let the doctor come. she said if he wanted doctor, he has to come by his self to mainland. otherwise, not a chance). As result, that man is thrown out to the forrest.
And as time goes by, problems were getting bigger and prove that their leader's really has no pity to other. It just for her self satisfaction and she can do anything.
They're finally realised and left their leader to go back to mainland. And just live their own life in their own country.
Fiuuhh..i just cant describe it well.
There's no such a place where we can live happily without problems. It's about how we deal with it. We can be ourself and have our own life but we still have to socialize. We live in this such wide world with so many people in it. people with different nation, language, skin color, mindset, ritual, and so on.
It's about how we deal with that
snowy-yuki's fangirling over KKK at 10:10 AM |
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
dunno what to say.
i think my performance is now getting worst. i forget about everything about my jobs. aarrgghh... i really should have a mental doctor to examine my soul.
btw, i change my layout. can't find another idea of it.. still trying to look good on it.
well, i'm afraid that my boss think the same way as i do. lately i did wrong, very very wrong about my jobs. i'm not that organized anymore and tend to get lazy. i came to office at 9am and went home at 9pm too but i just did nothing. *sigh*
it's like my brain is freezing and can't be asked to think. about anything. i'm crazy, i know. i guess i need ice coffee....hhmmm........
*waiting my brain to get hot and work as i told to*
snowy-yuki's fangirling over KKK at 1:13 PM |
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
ups....why i used indonesian for the title? sorry, i forgot.
well, lately i feel unwell. i just wanna lying down and thinking about nothing. just sit back and relax..hhmmm....
oh btw now i'm really into this stuff. about layout design. about slicing and coding. and i'm getting really amazed to those beautiful and great layout. damn..is it too late for me to studying those stuff? i know to get in to it i must have a little art taste which i don't think i have that much.
oh well, i should say i try my best. i'm still practising to slice and code anyway. it's about template, layout, webdesign. well, there's still a long way to go.....
*grumble grumble* slicing coding slicing coding *grumble grumble*
snowy-yuki's fangirling over KKK at 11:15 AM |
Friday, May 19, 2006
duh...i feel unwell...
first..i just cancelled my moving. gomen, nuki.
secondly.. i wonder whether everyone has another topic than to tell me to get marry. hell yeah, it's my time to think about that. but if i don't have someone to get marry with, what should i do? do i have to marry with uncertain guy? hell no. that's a lifetime choice. i don't wanna play with that.
so, what do they think? it's not that easy, you know. it's not that i'm too picky girl but .. i think i'm still haven't find the guy yet. the right guy. i'm not looking for the perfect guy but at least he knows me and he wants to accept me as I AM.
This is me and it's just me. i'm 24 and i just can't change my character anymore, you see.
and at last.. i have to improve myself.
OSH!!!
by the way.. my story has nothing to do with the subject, does it.. well, that's just my expression. i like Japanese and i will like it. i don't care if they keep commenting about my taste. that's me anyway and it's really has nothing to do with them.
snowy-yuki's fangirling over KKK at 7:45 PM |
Monday, May 15, 2006
My blog..
Again.. *roll eyes*
well..honestly i'm confuse why i created this blog. i have these two anyway. but the first one is more private and no one knows. it's like my hidden journal. and the second one is my friendster blog which is suddenly i can't update it through my office anymore. *blushing* yeah..i'm lazy person who don't want to go to business center to update my blog. well i can have free internet here at my office why should i pay for it?! heheheh....just typically indonesian..
that's why i create this one, i guess.
*thinking* why i always starts my blog with this bullshit? like everyone wanna know why i create this blog anyway. but..well...
welcome to yuki's blog
snowy-yuki's fangirling over KKK at 10:46 AM |
is here http://snowy-yuki.blogs.friendster.com
snowy-yuki's fangirling over KKK at 9:47 AM |
